Bobby Detox From Heroin
Monday, July 26th, 2010 at
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I do’nt undersyand how people can put themselves through the agony of rapid cold turkey detox. I guess some have no means to be able to be weined off. Truly a nightmare.
Four 60 MG Oxycontin a day, along with six to seven 10/325 MG Percocets a day. I looked exactly like this guy the first day… My fiance (also taking the same amount) looked at me and said “I need help”. You know what i did? I became the man in our relationship for once… i drove her back and forth (4 hours a day) to treatment while i chose to “Man up” and do it completely cold turkey.
I did that for her and withdrawal is going to suck, you’re going to get over it.
Today i celebrate 31 days
@mattman4020 I have seen the biggest of men defeated by heroin and go into detox because it was too much for them. Be good to youself, and congrats on 31 days.
@mattman4020 Kudos to you man. I had a horrid car accident and am on 5 perc 10/650 and 100 mcg fentanyl patches every 3 days too. I dont have the strenght you did to stop.Im happy for you tho.
Was this the detox from only a few uses or a lot? Is he clean?
@dieselskyy If you don’t think you can do it… then you’re not ready yet. You probably haven’t hit your bottom yet. There WILL be a point when you start needing more of these pills/patches to feel good or feel pain relief. You’re going to start putting in refills early and the doctor will eventually say no. That’s what happened to me… and at that point it was my bottom.
I realized what i’ve done to myself was so terrible… that i deserved to feel the pain of withdrawal.
You can do it bro
@dieselskyy I wish i had a lot more room to write my story… I’m so damn proud of myself for doing this. Today at 3:30 is 34 days clean and i feel absolutely fantastic. It’s the best feeling in the world to not carry around my pills, feel SO shady about people stealing them, etc. I wake up and feel like i did before taking all that B/S. I go to work, i’m happy, outgoing and loving every second of it.
You can do this man, you absolutely can.
Let me know if you wanna talk more about this
@YagamiRaitosan A lot. Yes. Over 5 years off Heroin. Over 4 years off of everything
@mattman4020 I have to disagree that anyone deserves the pain of withdrawal for addiction. Everybody deserves relief from their illness, though. Addicts are not bad for being addicted, they are sick. Most addicts think they are just getting high, but the reality is that most addicts are just trying to avoid feelings, emotions, the difficulties of life, drugs become medicine, the problem is they only work for awhile, then they turn on you and you become worse off than if you had never taken them.
@dieselskyy Didn’t take strength, it took surrender.
@mattman4020 Congratulations
@BeigeHolland I hear you, and you’re definitely right with some situations. But, when it comes to my situation; In the beginning I was given these pills/patches/etc for legitimate pain. After a while i got better, but i was lying to my doctor to get more opiates. When he finally wouldn’t give them to me because i needed a refill 2 weeks early, i decided that’s it… I need to get myself off of these. I caused myself to get sick, so the only way out way the hard road.Im happy I accomplished that
@BeigeHolland For every action there’s a reaction. For taking pills for so long you experience withdrawal… That was my way of thinking. I put myself into that situation, so i needed to get myself out of it. I didn’t want to go to a detox center and have all those doctors/nurses feel bad for me, and be real soft. I wanted to experience what i put myself through so i can have something solid to remember, therefore making me NOT relapse.
@dieselskyy Man i just re-read your comment here. I was in SO much pain and looked exactly like the guy in this video. That went on for 2 weeks solid, i was in hell. But everyday i looked at myself in the mirror and said “you’re going to get through this, it’s NOT going to kill you, and you put yourself into this situation… be a fucking man and get through it.”
Trust me man, you CAN do it. but you don’t need any soft people feeling bad for you, you’ve GOTTA be tough on yourself and do it.
@dieselskyy This is my advise if you want to get off of this stuff, take it as you will. STOP taking the fentanyl patches, throw them away. Only take 3-4 percocets a day (you have to push yourself because it wont be easy) and even try taking half-percocets every time.
By doing that for 2-4 days, your body won’t be so shocked when you completely stop. You’re going to be in hell for about 7-9 days solid. After that, you’re gonna experience peaks and valleys, they SUCK also.
@dieselskyy And to be honest, once you start to withdrawal… go to the emergency room, they will hook you up to an IV to get you hydrated. Ask for the medicine (it’s non-narcotic of course) Clonidine. That’s a blood pressure medication to help stop the tremors, the restless leg syndrome and your heart beating out of your chest.
For the diarrhea, take Immodium, it works SO well.
You have to remember, these medications are just to treat your symptoms, you’re still gonna feel terrible.
detox is just the beginning. everyone getting off any type of drug should also read about what happens wen the detox is over and you go into the P.A.W.S. (POST ACUTE WITHDRAWAL SYNDROME) all people getting of any kind of drugs will go through this. its what your brain and body go through to ‘re-set’ itself. it usually lasts from 6months to a year but it can take longer. everyone is different. after i read what paws is it gave me strenght to go on and be where i am today. free n happy de REAL me.
Bro I feel your pain, the good part is it won’t last for months like methadone does. Been there done that.
god, i feel so bad for you. I see the look on your face and know it very well. Detoxing is the worse!!!!!
Bobby:
josh
I think this is so brave and courageous of you to post. I think you are an amazing man, and I am so proud to know you and have you as a part of my life now. I am so glad you are clean and sober now and this totally serves as an inspiration for me to do the same! Love to you you, Bobby!
@joshlupe Thanks Josh. I wasn’t sure at first if I wanted to put my own little personal hell up here, but it has been so rewarding. Just talking to people all around the world about addiction and recovery from it gives me a purpose and a reason to continue this YouTube adventure, all for the benefit of myself and other addicts who continue to suffer, and those who will get or stay clean just by watching it.
@EZgoN2 I was offered methadone but refused it. I believed people when they told me how bad methadone withdrawal is.
Wow, powerful scene. Did you consider Suboxone?
@JMayfairNYC No. Didn’t know about Suboxone when this video was shot. A week later, though, I went into medical detox and they gave me Subutex to get off of the heroin, then phenol barbitol to get off of that, then Xanax to get off of that. I don’t take any replacement opiates now at all. Not saying others shouldn’t, its just that I don’t need them.
This is a road in which you do NOT want! Does this look glamorous? I know for a fact as I have been through it! The first term that comes to mind is “hollow”..Opiates will consume you! You will become a hollow shell devoid of true feeling/emotion chasing this daily nightmare in an effort to not get sick!! Stay the fuck away from it!!